MADHIAH'S BLOG ENTRY OF THE YEAR.


i got my mind thinking while bathing last night, and suddenly an idea struck me!
i got excited and got down to business the next day, which is today...
i was kinda disappointed when i couldnt find the things i wanna put in my blog, so i guess i'll just make do with whatever is available.
today's blog entry has got something to do with my wild imagination as well as what happens as time changes.

i'll start of with my wild imaginations.
but first of all, a tribute to my late uncle, Md. Khair bin Johari.




that's him with me when i was small.
we were pretty close i presume.
come to think of it, i couldnt remember him at all.
but the people in my house keeps reminding me of him so i more or less know his presence when i was small. i guess i was very attached to him when i was small that his presence still lingered after his death when i was very small.

from what i hear from my mom and grandmother and what i see in pictures, he was..cool. he was a drummer. he was my uncle. he was a boyfriend. he was a brother. he was a son, as well as a grandson. not to forget, he was also a friend. yep.

so enough said alright? this isnt my imagination. it is a matter of fact. lol

ive come to realise the musical backgrounds my family has or had.

I don't mean musical backgrounds as in this:

Hahah!

But..

My late uncle..



Then there' s ameera's dad, Cik Mansur who could play the guitar.



And Cik Husaini,




And also, Cik Liyana...



Sad.. I cant get a pic of her playing the guitar. Heh.

Those are just the older generations. I dont mean theyre old, but theyre my grandparent's niece and nephew and sons. Yerrp.

Then there's also the younger generation.

My brother, Muzakkir...



My 2nd Cousin, Abang Hakim

(I cant find any more pictures of him!)

AMEERA, the soon-to-be bassist!



And yeah that's it.
but but, if u wanna include me.. *gags*




Just IMAGINE, everyone ganging up. Hhahah. That'd be cool. Sigh.
So that was my big project about. Lol. I dunno if this seems complete. But I suppose it's a brief history, and not so history plus a pinch of my imagination of them old generations becoming a band or smth. Lol.



NOW.. for the part I have been dying for(not really)...
As time changes, everyone changes too...

From this..

to..

My Siblings and me

From this

To

Cik Nur

From this

To

Nasuha and Afifah

From this

to

To

Kakak Siti

From this

To
(middle)
To

Abang Fauzul

From this

To

My mom

From this

To

My grandmother was fat.


ok that should be enough I guess. If I were to put more, I might bore everyone to death. All the pictures were randomly picked. Speaking of random, here are some random pictures... =D


That's me with shafiqah on my lap; nasuha with Aisyah on her lap and afifah on the far right.


That's Ameera, who looked GORGEOUS, me, who looked NERDY, Cik Cah and Adeela I think.


Hahah, like this one.


KIDS! Haahah

Last but not least...


My strangler!

HAHAH.
Enjoy~!

Blogged @ 4:10:00 PM




HEY HO!
look!


that's me and Oprah Chiam! we're best friends! BWAHAHAHA.

oh man im becoming photo crazy!
somebody stop meh!
bwahahahah!

*spins like The Mask*
gawsh, i cant imagine ME doing THAT!

Blogged @ 9:40:00 PM




check THIS out...
ahh, boredom leads me to this.
(:


Blogged @ 5:27:00 PM




kayy.. lemme blow the dust away.
*blows*

there, gone!
k bye!





heh, joking!
see, the reason i wasnt updating is because i couldnt think of anything to write.
so today, i searched for inspiration to write..
i looked at all my pictures in my own folder..
and found a few facinating things.
which you will see in a while.
and i was trying to search for a photo of myself when i was still in sec1 or p6 or smth to compare with now.. but i guess all those files had been deleted when i changed my computer some time ago.. so too bad... i thought there goes my idea of updating something interesting! but then, i persevered and found a couple of old pictures, which dont have me in it.. BUT...





my 'old' maid, brother and sister
HAHAHA
how adorable..
hurhur

you see, this maid of mine was unlike any other maids i've had. she's by far the most fun-nest if there's such a word! she'd tell me stories of her life and i would go back home from school everyday anticipating more stories and also, telling her MY stories in return. i would tell her who i liked and she would spy on him! ok, well, not exactly spy la.. she'll try to know who the guy is and when she happens to see him, she would tell me and update me what he was wearing and who he was with and stuff. those things meant alot to me i guess. during good times, we'd go shopping together and she would treat me with food.

i could still remember back when i was in primary five... i couldnt follow the family to Sunway Lagoon because i had non-stop supplementary classes. and i thought, why should i go anyway.. i still have tante(my maid) with me.. she'll keep me company, no worries at all! but then the day came, and i asked my teacher for permission to be released earlier because i supposedly had some functions on that day.. and she allowed me to because, well, ahem.. i was the trustworthy class monitress! hahahah! so then i ran all the way home, to at least send my family to the door and see them off or smth.. but... just as i stepped into the house, my maid announced they'd just left a few min ago, and i JUST MISSED THEM! gawsh! i broke down and sobbed so hard that i think i had snort! haha! so those past few days, i kept breaking down whenever i thought of how much i had missed my mom. crybaby. hurhur.. and my tante had always been there for me. we went to KFC to eat.. and TRIED to go shopping but i just couldnt because, well.. i wont explain and become long-winded like mr low, my principal.

sigh that was just one example of how super my maid was. after a mere 7 years of working, she's decided to go back home where she belongs and i still miss her although it's already been about 2-3 years since she's left.


ok that's me i thought that was my sister. LMAO.

Tante Lilis Sumasri Mulyono, i will ALWAYS miss you... i hope she gets the letter we sent her. i hope she agrees with working with us again, though i kinda doubt so cos she once told me she wants to move on. sigh. i will understand, and not be selfish.



you are the BEST.
will always be..
UNLIKE...


ooh whatsername?
shoots.
i forgot.
HAHAH.
it's only been like a year?
oh my gawshness.
oh yeah!
musliyah or SOMTHING like that la ok..
hahahah


okay im off now.
daa~!

Blogged @ 6:19:00 PM




gahh damn these periods!
am hating it so much.
pain pain go away and dont come again, not even another day!
hah.
these stomach cramps are driving me nuts
and i feel so pissed
since like yesterday
and i wasnt allowed out of the house to play badminton and eat new york pizza with my friends.
sigh sigh sigh.

oh well, it's over.
over over over!
whats with me repeating the same words over and over again huh?
hah.

oh man i feel like im writing a rubbish poem.


OUCH! STOP HURTING, YOU UTERUS LINING!
im not telling you to stop shedding, just minimise the pain and give me some comfort, will ya?
thanks.
OWWWWW! gaaah

haha.
i feel like this is sucha crap entry.
i dont see the point
hmmm.

Miss Congeniality 2 was hilarious.
well, bits of it.
hehe.
now i feel outdated.
lmao

i just need to freakin get out and have fun!
ok thursday and friday! (:
my mom cant cancel my outing this time!
she's agreed to release me for these 2 days!
hehe...
with AMEERA and ANEESA.
i hope it's more or less confirmed.
but aww, aneesa has track on friday.
well, ill anticipate thursday then.

toodles~!

Blogged @ 1:08:00 PM




I ENJOYED TODAY VERY MUCH.

met munyra and ashyura at Sembawang MRT Station...



while waiting for safa and hafizah to arrive, we took pictures, which mainly consists of crap.





oh! and coincidentally, ashyura and me wore ALMOST the exact same things. HAHA
our tops are both from Giordano, we were both wearing skirts, same coloured looped earrings, ALMOST similar neacklace and almost same hairstyle. HAHAHA. freakin hilarious can.





alamak, buruk nye....

then........

ashyura spotted safa and hafizah... and we set off to...

MR NAUFAL'S HOUSE!

where we saw........


HER!! Nadia Qaisara!

and munyra was the first one to carry her. hahaha


took more pictures of her... ;)




chilled for abit, and took a group photo. (:


after that, looked at mr naufal's old photos, back when he was.. thinner. haha
and i found THIS!
--> this picture has been minimised due to respect. hahah.
[editted on 20/11/05 11.21am]
oops.. hahah..

after the open house, went to plaza singapura with munyra to look for azahar's present and i bought new flipflops from ripcurl! (: ate at Delifrance then met my brother and left for Gilman Heights! hahaha, aneesa thought we're coming over TOMORROW instead of today. OH WELL. lol

there, i saw a stoning beginner guitarist.


HAHA
and a FLYING MR BEAN BEAR!


aneesa has a pair of large feet. (:


and i made a self discovery of my skirt.
it can be used as both a skirt and a tube dress!



WHEEE~!



i hope my blog entry is more interesting today as compared to other days.. heheh.
i am sick and tired of the adults in my house commenting on what i wear.
sheeesh kebooobs! - ameera.

MOST PROBABLY, going out with AMEERA AND ANEESA next Thursday and Friday to catch a movie and go SHOPPING and collect my NEW FRAMES! bwahah.
AAAAAND.... WE'RE GOING TO KL ON THE 12TH TO 19TH!!!!!!!!
MORE SHOPPING!
WOOOOHOOOO~!

Blogged @ 10:14:00 PM




i am waiting for time to past because meeting ashyura has been postponed to 10.30 because she woke up after i finished bathing. so while killing time, i bloghopped and found this at hafiz's blog.

Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their xanga or blog and tell them to read yours.

5 Weird and Random facts about myself:
1) my dreams are unlogical and incomplete
2) i keep macdonald's sealed chilli sauce and ignore them after some time :$
3) i ate paper when i was small thinking it was cool. LMAO
4) i love to burp unexpectedly
5) i think lee ryan from Blue is still hot. (:

Chosen ones:
1) amelia!
2) junmei!
3) cheryl!
4) afifah!
5) minghong!

okay i dunno if these peeps are bothered, but wth.. they are randomly picked. hahah...

watching Harry Potter and GOF later on.. well, hope everything runs smoothly! aaand.... i suppose the time is right to leave the house now! BYEEE~!

Blogged @ 10:07:00 AM




what's wrong with me?!

missing out a whole chapter of physics JUST LIKE THAT?! *snaps fingers*
and so i was late by a mere 45min for Physics remedial just now and i wasnt allowed to enter the class, THANK GOD! studying on my own is better than TRYING to understand what Mr Lim YS is trying to explain. and so i had to wait till the class to end, which was at 10, and THEN i was sposed to see him. when it finally ended, ive completed understanding the whole Sound chapter ON MY OWN ACCORD and when i went to see him, he gave me two sets of worksheet and that's it. bwahaha!
turned out that ashyura was late as well, only MUCH LATER. haha, she woke up at 10.05AM when lessons started at 8. LMAO.

im not at ease. one of the many reasons being is that i think i gained weight. another reason is that i feel like sleeping but i think i should REALLY start exercising. i was thinking of running up and down the stairs of the whole block for half an hour to really work out, but i dont believe in myself. WHY?! siiighh...

it was the first time during remedials that i feel so alert in class just now. maybe because i wasnt forced to absorb 2 hrs of boring lecture before chemistry and history classes started. heheheh...

what shall i do now...? i feel like starting on my holiday assignments... should i?? at least i get to do something productive... heheh.. and whenever i feel sleepy, i shall get out of my seat and start jogging up the stairs. how's that for a start??? PURRRRFECT!

happy holidays holiday-ers!

Blogged @ 3:07:00 PM




i cant bring myself to doing homework due TOMORROW, a supposed holiday, generally.
so far, ive only done english. that is like less then 0.1% of hw done laa.. kayyy exaggerating!

I HATE HOMEWORKS LAA!!
IT'S LIKE WHAT, A HOLIDAY!?
hello..? HELLO?!! HELLLLOOOOOO?!?!?!
HOLIDAYYYY!!!
gahhh.ok what a typical remark by an indolent student.
and i dont understand a shit this chemistry hw is asking from me.
i mean like :

9(ii) Suggest the identity of metal W.
*WHAT identity mann?!*
check out my answer: Metal
(ii) Name the gas and state the test you would carry out to identify it.
ans: Hydrogen gas

to everyone in the whole wide world, this is not a model answer.
AMATH HW.... HMMMM...HOPELESS!
i guess i tend to rely TOO MUCH on tuition.
come to think of it, i did BETTER without tuition for mid yr's.
but that was prolly becus i had lesser to study.
heh

i cant even remember this larh, dammit!
Please Send Candles Matches and Zebras In The Long Hand Cart My Sincere Gratitude Patrick.

sigh...

kla. BYE!

Blogged @ 9:53:00 PM




equate dumbness and a lame-o together, you get a dumbass.

"i felt like millions of knife on my heart" --- a crappy composition.
wth

ARGHHHHHH!!!
SO PISSED OFF LARH.
over the same old matter at the same old person.
dammit.

now where do i start?
so i was supposed to give something to somebody right? and that thing is not MINE right, so why should i desperately go and give it to that somebody? it's all my fault. bahs. you want it, come and get it, DUMBASS. and so my heart raced then stopped beating and then u can hear the thumping of native americans' drum beats. k crap.

some people are naturally dumb so i guess they shouldnt be blamed totally. like, not only are they dumb, theyre gifted with a low sense of humour that i dunno how i can fall for such a person. it's so dumb of me, but im not who i was referring to.

i am so bad at telling people off, so im not gonna tell that somebody off.
sigh.
k later!

Blogged @ 5:04:00 PM




*yawns*

that's what ive been doing practically all the time today.
so freaking tired can.
it could have possibly been yesterday's outing or something else, i dunno.

went jalan raya yesterday with... Hayati, Amelia, Huda, Fadly, Munyra, Hafizah, Ashyura, Suhaimi, Azahar, Shahril, Othman, Nuraishah, Diyanah and her brother. so that's like 15 in total, including me. (: it was fun, gettiing money and all that. haha! and there was food... in every houses we went to. gawsh, i must have gained a kg or so. dang. we had to rush for time and things got a lil disorganised now and then, but it kinda ran smoothly in the end. second part of the raya outing will be TOMORROW. yay, can't contain my excitement! harhar..i hope i wont get any more disappointments la. but i guess i must have anticipated too much, so i shall expect the unexpected. chehh..

result of total fun-ness:

"madhiah, you look tired..." ms tan said.
i was awoken by that comment as i slept with my eyes half closed. it was hard keeping it open despite wetting my tissue in class to wipe my eyes, thinking it'll make me feel fresher. i stretched, but it was still useless. even after resting my eyes for a weeny while, i still felt sleeeepyyy!! i could barely concentrate. HOW?! ok, i shall turn in earlier then last night then, duh! but but, there's still homework! gahh.

went to the Longman warehouse just now. it was neat-o getting to choose books for the library. we practically chose all the GIRLY BOOKS! woohooo~! so DO check out the new arrivals in the school library next year okayyy?!

i NEED ameera and aneesa's date confirmation on when to go to KL!!! so that we can book a coach! weeheee~! cant wait!

Blogged @ 7:46:00 PM




i have been reluctant to blog these days because i dont know what to type about.
i have been to numerous blogs and i find them far more interesting then what ive blogged about.
as i was walking home just now, i smiled thinking about stuff that's happened.
not because im very happy or anything, but because of the silly things that tickled me, like totally!

hanging out with NASUHA is the bestest thing that i could ever happen to me. she can make you laugh ur ass out just over practically everything. even without her presence, just thinking about what she's said made me giggle to myself - in public. take for example, it was during amath lesson just now and munyra was sitting beside me when i laughed. she probably thought i was mentally unsound or something. lol. so this was what i laughed about: wearing pampers by yourself when you get older. (fyi, i am literally tickled now) and then while u lie down, u'll call out ur husband for help. "abang ******!!! tolong pass kan pampers!!" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA... i dunno if anyone will find this amusing as well, but you know what, i am laughing. because, VISUALIZE IT MANN!! white hair, lying down, spreaded legs, wearing diapers by youselves, asking ur husband to pass to u your diapers. ok that is just one of a perfect example of nasuha and her nonsense!

next, there is the accent thing that i found it hard to avoid laughing at. i know my english accent doesnt sound very english, so it gets better when u try exaggerating the accent into a telor melayu... there is also the mazlan pet pet language that is guaranteed to devour ur orgasms. ok is that a proper sentence? *shrugs* hehe

it gets even better when you embarrass yourself by pronouncing porn as PON, the anita sarawak kind of way..

maybe you guys wont think it's funny, but if u had been there, you will be pleasantly laughing ur hearts out until you spit the ice kachang out of your mouth.

enough of the inside jokes that almost everyone is completely oblivious to!




let your imagination run wild!
imagine
... J.Lo having constipation.
... Mary Kate Olsen farting
... Lindsay Lohan with badbreath
... Paris Hilton with foot odour
... Brad Pitt marrying a native in Sarawak
... Green Day going classical
and...
Michael Jackson with boobies!

Blogged @ 11:06:00 AM




YESTERDAY WAS SO FUN but it would have been better if ameera and aneesa could join us!

ok so anyways, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERYONE, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

the day before raya, as Nasuha and me were doing AMATH while the grownups were cooking and stuff, nas's mom phoned and asked us to come over to Chepstow Close to help clean the house. we did GARDENING. it was, alright i suppose. it reminded me of the good old past when nas&co used to stay there and i used to sleepover there frequently and we had to do the gardening BEFORE we could play. play as in rollerblading, hopscotch and STUFF LIKE THAT. hahaha. come to think of it, we never went out to shopping centres and stuff. even if we do, it'll be like to the supermarkets to help out with the groceries. those were the obedient days. i can still remember that i was forced to wake up early in the morning to follow my aunt to the supermarket, and i had to follow before i can even bathe! i would NEVER do that NOW. hahaha. well well, those were the days...


the first day of raya wasnt bad. i visited three houses only, but managed to scoop up about 144bucks. well, there were many visitors, that's why. everyone looked lovely. haha, what a compliment. the teklets arrived at around 2+ and we watched Pontianak Menjerit. i watched it like about FOUR times already. thanks to amelia for lending it to me. haha. nasuha and afifah stayed over. (: we didnt do much though. went out at night to tampines to visit 2 houses. we laughed alot. we reached home at around 11+ i guess, and everyone else was alredy asleep.


the second day was better, we didnt even go visiting. instead, we used the computer most of the times in the beginning part of the day. i had to go to school in the morning, so nasuha did her art prep. speaking of school, i was late by like 25minutes, the last one to arrive i suppose. it was raining. and it was so hard flagging for a taxi. so i thought i'd just walk to school. while cursing and swearing under my breath about how taxi drivers dont want money, a taxi stopped by. i was thankful. haha. the driver even gave me a discount of $0.40. so, i take back my words about taxi drivers. (: Amath remedial was fine, but a little dull. ms tan gave us a lump sum of questions to be completed by monday?! argh.

messed with the computer when i reached home. nasuha had a pleasant webcam session with all her friends. ahhaha. it was MADNESS. at around 3.30pm, we decided to go out.

went to Junction8 for the third time this week. nasuha bought her prom stuff and i bought a SilkyGirl lipgloss and some stuff Hayati asked me to buy. i didnt spend much i guess, that's a great achievement. we ate at macdonald's. aaah, it has been some time. yummy. haha. we had to be back by 6 but reached home at 6.40pm instead. hurhur. after much changing of plans by nasuha's mother, she finally decided that the girls stay over one more night at my house and leave first thing the next morning, which is today, for Ripley Crescent. we took lots and lots of pictures with the BANANA in my brother's room since my room was fully booked. haha. it was outrageously fun! haha

Nasuha said since she's not coming here again during her stay before she leaves, we had better say up all night just to spend time with each other. so we were like online till about 11.30pm, uploading pictures and stuff. and then we talked with the lights on while the kids were trying to sleep. afifah got agitated she switched off the light. it was only 12.30am then. and we had like so many hours more to go till the next morning. so we went to the kitchen and indulged ourselves with Cadbury Fruits and NUTS chocolate! we managed to eat like half a bar. hahaha! we talked and we laughed and we listened. it was SO... nice. haha. my dad was in the living room and he was practically hinting us to go to sleep. we decided to share a few more stories before we hit the beds. then, we brushed out teeth together (irrelevant! haha). we went inside my room where the kids were sound asleeeeep. i took my torchlight which brought about the camp topic and we shared our camp stories. lol. and we talked about our whoevers, etc. it was so fun larh. at around 2.30am, our eyes got real heavy and decided to sleep, for real. so much for staying up all night. harhar.

this morning, i sent them off to the taxi 'stand'. that was the end of my exciting story.. haha. it might have bored whoever's reading this to death, but i guess i just needed to write. i might lose my memory one day and i can probably read all these to remember what i did in the past. and there's also my personal diarIES which i keep so that i can read them in the future knowing how my feelings change through time. (:

so, most probably going out later on when the grownups hav finished visiting my grandaunt at the hospital. i havent seen her for so so long. hmm oh well. i'll wish her for better health (:


raya outing's gonna be on Tuesday and Thursday!!! can't wait. it SHOULD be more or less confirmed riiight? i certainly hope so. i hope there wont be any last minute changes or whatsoever, it seems like 2 perfect dates. hehe.

before i elaborate on more unnecessary stuff, i shall be gone for now. seeyah!

oh btw, the pictures have been uploaded successfully, haha. just click under the HARI RAYA 2005 link over there -------->

Blogged @ 10:25:00 AM




i cant seem to wake up very late these days.
i guess it's good one way or another.

it's so funny when i visualize myself in a various situations.
i imagined making a fool out of myself, like falling down infront of someone i like, doing silly stuff in public, walking around naked (safa.... HAHA) or arguing with someone i dont even dare talking back to or demanding for something i dont even want to have.
this is weird, i dont think anyone understands?
i think ive been reading too many dumb novels. but they're freakin' addictive can.

so, Hari Raya's like in 2 days time and i've yet to feel the excitement.
probably because i've assignments due on the 2nd day or Raya?
probably because my dad has to work on the first day itself?
probably because my granddad is no longer around so we dont go to his house like we annually did in the past?
probably because of the hectic schedule that's been imposed during this month?
probably because i havent buy the fragrance ive been wanting? harhar.

i worked my butts out last night cleaning my room.
i managed to clean about 1/4 of room only.
my school books are no longer all over the room (:

Most probably going over to NASUHA's and AFIFAH's house later on!
NOO, not in KL. haha but at CHEPSTOW CLOSE!
it's been YEARS since i last stepped into that house.
and it's been MONTHS since i last saw them!
hehe




you know what, i am jealous.
i've been telling people that having crushes is just like having fun
and i said that it is better than going into a relationship too soon because you dont have to care so much about that person.
but what happens when you do?
ive come to realise that infatuation is indeed problematic.
but only for one party, not the other.
it becomes a whole new problem when the other party finds out but that's not my point.
does everyone who feels infatuated feels jealous at the same time if he talks to other girls?
can this be called possessive since they dont seem to allow their crushes to give attention to others but themselves?
is everyone who is infatuated...possessive?
can adults have crushes too?
well then i wonder how their behaviour would be like then...
lol

so there, ive written a whole chunk of randomness and i hope everything makes sense.
hurhur.

Blogged @ 10:55:00 AM